Oy

Wasn't 2010 supposed to be BETTER????

$755.40 to fix my MacBook. I'm just gonna chalk it up as dead and buy a PC. Looks like I'll be Gine at least till mid-late April.

*sob*

Gone for awhile...

I fried my laptop today when I stopped using my brain and during a shower show didn't dry my hands before typing. Water got inside the keyboard which fried the computer.

I will be gone for what I assume to be 2-3 weeks. I can't afford to get it fixed right now.

I can update this blog from my iPhone though, so I'll be in touch.

Won't be around....

I friend my laptop today when I stopped using my brain and during a shower show didn't dry my hands before typing. Water got inside the keyboard which fried the computer.

I will be gone for what I assume to be 2-3 weeks. I can't afford to get it fixed right now.

I can update this blog from my iPhone though, so I'll be in touch.

Little bit of this and a little bit of that...

Lot's of things happening in the world of Kaylee...

I lost my day job, which totally sucks. I did manage to find a new job paying SLIGHTLY more money (like 30 some odd cents more) with health benefits so I can't complain. I was unemployed for a total of 7 days. In this economy, I am blessed.

Second thing here..... I did my shoot for Big Butt Magazine. I'm not thrilled with how I look. (yeah yeah overly critical) I just know I could have done better. I made an attempt to do them Tuesday night, but everything was going wrong. I forgot hairspray and it was 2am and was to worn out from the day to go to the store, my button popped off my top, the battery on the camera died half way through and I realized I forgot to pack it... It was just no bueno.

I redid the shoot the next day when i got back to Florida with my friend who is a photographer. On a scale of 1-10 I'd say they are about a 6 or 7... ok but not fantastic. We'll see how they shape up in print.

Last night my photographer friend came over again, and we did 3 sets for the soon to come KayleeBangs.com, and will be shooting several more over the next few days. I am pretty pleased with how most of the shots came out. I guess I need to calm down and realize that I'm not Faye Daniels, I can't take pictures like Faye Daniels, I don't have gorgeous flawless skin like Faye Daniels, and I don't have that sexy "come fuck me face" she has. I absolutely positively ADORE that girl. I can't say it enough lol. Love love love her.

That's about it I guess. :) Website is coming I promise!

~Kaylee

I'm alive...

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Disconnected

I'm out of town for a few days ad forgot my laptop! No updates, no camming, no playing online! I feel so lost. I'll be around Sunday night :)

Big Butt Magazine

I got a message yeterday that they want 15-20 pics of me and a 20 somethig questionaire to fill out :)

Must admit I'm pretty exited!

The beginning...

I'll try to be as brief as possible, I have a tendency to be VERY long winded....

I have spent the last 10 years thinking I needed to be skinny to be pretty... or even happy for that matter. I have 2 guys in my life who in the last 2 years have made me feel beautiful. For the first time I wasn't afraid to be naked, to be seen in something other than a t-shirt. The more I heard "Stop, you're fine!" or "Quit, you're gorgeous" the more I finally started to believe it. I was always the "You have such a pretty face if only you'd lose weight...."

After 2 months of constant research I have found some of the most amazingly beautiful women I've ever seen right here online. Who are these women? The BBW Web Models. I kept seeing how strong and confident they are. Girls like Faye Daniels, Plump Princess, Astral England, and Ginger Jane were screaming at me from my monitor. After a bit more research, and talking to a few of them directly, I signed up for AllBBWCams and started my BBW Web Model adventure. So far, I've had a blast. I have been fortunate to talk to some great people, and really start to discover another side to me that I didn't even know existed.

I wanted to take another leap. I wanted my own site. I discussed this new adventure with 2 of my best friends. One who is female, who I know who would give me a kidney if I ever needed one. She is a photographer, and I know can help me in this journey. Another, one of the guys mentioned earlier. I wanted them both to be a part of this and help me make decisions and give me input. These are two of the people who know me best.

I applied to the webmaster that runs Faye's and Plump Princess's websites. I started more research on Fat-Forums and realized that there are a TON of web masters who don't take models right away. To small, to short, not the right look. I was scared. I fell in love with what she has helped these girls create and I wanted to be a part of it. I clicked submit on the email for my application and crossed my fingers.

I got an email the next day that she loves my look and wanted to pick me up. I made some plans with my photographer friend and we are going to start working on my photo sets. Hopefully, KayleeBangs.com will be open for business by April.